I promise you I'll never trust again

Self hatred grows in me like cancer

I can't locate its whereabouts but its feasting on its host

I expected him to have the answers

I thought I taught him how to love me

Now he fears me like a ghost

Self-fulfilling prophecy

You're the only guaranteed loyalty

In this town

Full of violent mothers

Cheating fathers

Leaving lovers

I swear to you, I'll never love again

This hunger grows inside me like a tumor

The dizziness just compliments

This failure of a girl

I'm settled now

The show of mine consumes me

But every pound I shed

Speaks volumes of my lack of self control

Self fulfilling prophecy

You're the only one that dare speak truth about me

In this town of

Well intentioned mothers

Starving daughters

Worried lovers

I swear to you, I'll never eat again

Self-fulfilling prophecy

You never fail to comfort me

In this town filled with

Violent mothers

Cheating fathers

Leaving lovers

Angry brothers

Starving daughters

Starving daughters

Worried lovers

I swear to you, I'll never trust again.

(Maria Mena - Self-fulfilling Prophecy)

Även om den väl egentligen är om förlorad kärlek så är det här väldigt nära hur jag känner mig. :(